Sometimes I have good days, and its good to be me. Sometimes I get the best of insecurity. And its quite alright to be the one and only, but today I feel like the one and lonely.
Leave it to Superchick to sum up my life.
Today wasn't too bad, really. I've just done a lot of thinking. And I've come to the conclusion that even though I have some really good friends here, I'm still lonely. I shouldn't be, because I know I have Jesus... but, I still am. I miss Mercedes and George. Its really not the same. Its my fault, really. I could probably make an attempt to make friends like them, but just knowing its not Msay or George.. blah. I dont know. Maybe I'm being stupid.. No, I know I'm being stupid. I'm being such a girl.
I am insecure. I've realized this over the past few weeks. And I actually CARE what people think of me. arr.
That's about it. I had more to type but now theres a million people in here and i dont feel like people asking me whats wrong.. Maybe later.
-molly